To be honest I really don't know what to write tonight, I just feel worn out. I have made it through school with the help and understanding of some good friends and teachers. It is a nice feeling to know that some people out there still think of others just not themselves all the time. This is a little odd but not really, lately I have just been drawn to listening to praise music which luckily I have quite the stock of. I must've listened to Held a good 15 times in the past twenty four hours. It is just a song I remember our youth listening to when Scott died and just crying because it was so true and in some way comforting to us. They always say God doesn't give you more than you can handle still it is hard not to feel cheated sometimes. All I can say is that whenever something is taken away God always puts it back. Not always how we want it or even in ways that we see it, but it's there shouting at us when we're not listening and holding us tight when we are running, relentlessly pursuing all that we have. All we can do is ask for God's guidance, for him to show us the way we should go with our lives, for him to help us through the hard times, and stay by our sides during the good, and for him to continue to open our eyes to the wonderful blessings he has already given to us in life, and even those he was taken away, because we will always have them in our hearts. Even in the midst of the not so good God always sends so much greatness. No Jesus, No hope, Know Jesus, Know Hope.

Carrie Out