I Love Mike

I spent a lot of my day at church and mostly enjoyed it. I wasn't going to go to church this morning the alarm went off and I turned it off and rolled over. Then about ten minutes before service started I decided to go and I was right on time. I was glad I went though our choir director is retiring so a lot of the families I grew up around in the church came back it was nice to see them and catch up. The Case family (my old youth ministers) came back as well, I haven't seen them since last summer and it was great to see them. I definately miss Mike a lot and really look forward to seeing him, catching up, and getting some big hugs, I love that guy. Seeing him is really some of the best and worst, I love seeing him but I always know that we just have him for an hour or two before we have to say goodbye again, and the goodbyes still break my heart. I wish he didn't live so far away he is very important to me and sometimes I could really use his company in life, he knows it too. Especially now we all always make sure to say good goodbyes because after losing Scott you always live with this fear in the back of your mind that every goodbye could be the last one. Tonight I went to a cookout at Lys' it was fun I miss the summer days of youth group just hanging out and the amazing food. I enjoyed myself though and look forward to spending time at the church over the summer. I just realized I don't have to work tomorrow and I am stoked but my T.V. is calling my name.

Carrie Out